The Passion of Saints Perpetua and
Felicity was written by Perpetua herself and reveals a detailed account of her
time in prison and the sufferings she encountered there.
The book reveals that the holy lady,
Perpetua, had been born into a noble family with a mother, father, and two
brothers, one of which was a catechumen like Perpetua.[1] As it happened, she had
been arrested and was now imprisoned with her newborn son, alongside “the young
catechumens, Revocatus and Felicity his fellow-servant, Saturnius and
Secundulus.” [2]
Perpetua calls to attention an occasion between herself and her father, which
defined the strength and solidity of her faith in Jesus Christ. Through his
deep love for his daughter and in an attempt to possibly save her life,
Perpetua’s father tries to persuade her to give up her faith. She recalls: “Father, said I, seest thou (for example’s sake) this
vessel lying, a pitcher or whatsoever it may be? And he said, I see it. And I
said to him. Can it be called by any other name than that which it is? And he
answered. No. So can I call myself nought other than that which I am, a
Christian.”[3] Perpetua goes on to thank
God in prayer, for she saw the attempt of her father as a work of the devil,
who might seek to drive her from the Christian faith. At this time in Prison,
she acquires the sacrament of Baptism and is received into the Church, praying
meanwhile for strength in the flesh so that she might be prepared to endure the
torments to come.
Perpetua continues to
describe her many sorrows during her imprisonment by mentioning her torment at
the plight of her newborn child, which of course was suffering from hunger. Through
the help of the deacons, the holy lady was able to procure a more desirable
place within the prison from where she could feed her child.
Upon a request from her
brother, Perpetua asked the Lord for a vision to determine if her time in
prison was to be a passion or a deliverance. Her desire was granted and she
beheld a bronze ladder ascending to heaven and adorning it on each side were
“planted all manner of things of iron. There were swords there, spears, hooks,
and knives; so that if any that went up took not good heed or looked not
upward, he would be torn and his flesh cling to the iron.”[4]
Perpetua then describes a serpent, which lay at the bottom of the ladder and
threatening all those who would climb. It seems that this ladder was to be
compared to God’s holy will –made of beautiful material and leading to heaven,
but also lined with pain and difficulty and impeded by the evil one, who would
threaten all those attempting to walk the path leading to God. Upon her
recovery from the vision, Perpetua informs her brother of God’s will for her in
prison, that “it should be a passion.”[5]
Perpetua
describes her next sorrow to be that of her father, who once again comes to her,
pleading that she should give up her faith and save her life for the sake of her
family; her brothers, her mother and aunt, her father, and her newborn son.
Despite his tears and sorrowful pleas, Perpetua remains strong and although she
pitied his sorrow, she informed him of her trust in God’s power: “That shall be
done at this tribunal, whatsoever God shall please; for know that we are not
established in our own power, but in God’s.”[6]
Perpetua
then describes a third time how she is beseeched before the tribunal by her
father who, carrying her newborn son, begs her to sacrifice and give up her
faith for the sake of her baby. She bravely answers: “I will not sacrifice,”[7]
and after publicly admitting her Christian faith, she is forced to witness her
father being beaten with a rod in one final attempt to weaken her stance in the
faith. However, the attempt fails and her sentence is passed –she is to be fed
to the beasts, along with the rest of her companions. Returning to the prison
cell, Perpetua requests her baby, that she might feed him again, but this
request was refused. Despite her pain, Perpetua remains cheerful and her
friends did likewise. [8]
A few days after her
trial, Perpetua is confronted a fourth time by her father, who once again,
shows his agony and tears his beard, while cursing his years and “saying such
words as might move all creation. I was grieved for his unhappy old age.”[9]
She is moved to pity for her father, but her love of God remains firm.
Perpetua describes the
sorrow of her companion, Felicity, who being with child, was not permitted by
law to be subject to death by the torments of the games. Felicity had carried
her child for eight months and now that the days of the games began to draw
near, she prayed to God that he might quicken her delivery and so enable her to
suffer martyrdom at the same time as her companions. Her prayers were quickly
answered and three days before the games, the pains of labor came upon her. She
soon gave birth to a girl, whom Felicity gave to her sister to be reared as her
own.[10]
It was during the pains of labor however, that Felicity was asked of a servant:
“Thou that thus makest complaint now, what wilt thou do when thou art thrown to
the beasts?” to whom Felicity firmly responded, “I myself now suffer that which
I suffer, but there another shall be in me who shall suffer for me, because I
am to suffer for him.”[11]
She thereby reveals that she had been strengthened by the Holy Spirit and
received the grace to accept martyrdom joyfully, while also trusting that
Christ would deliver her from the pain which she would so willingly suffer for
his sake.[12]
On
the day of their execution, both Felicity and Perpetua were led rejoicing into
the arena alongside their brave and faithful companions. First, they were all
beaten with scourges by the gladiators, which aroused only a sense of joy among
the martyrs because they were experiencing torture in a way similar to that of
Jesus Christ.
The lives and passion of these two great martyrs should be to all mankind a perfect example of how to live one’s life for Christ –to love him to such a degree that would render one capable of bearing tortures of all kinds for love of Christ’s name. Their passions reveal to the world that no matter how hard life becomes, there will always be the light of Christ to guide and direct upon the right path, those who love him, whether it be of a path of deliverance or of passion. If it be a path of passion and suffering for Jesus’ sake, then it follows that one will receive the courage and fortitude from the Holy Spirit to remain strong in God’s sight throughout the pains of torture and even to the point of death.
Saints Perpetua and Felicity, pray for us!
[1]
[2] Ibid. 23.
[3]
Ibid. 24.
[4]
Ibid. 26
[5]
Ibid. 27.
[6]
Ibid. 27.
[7]
Ibid. 28
[8]
Ibid. 28.
[9]
Ibid. 30.
[10]
Ibid. 36.
[11]
Ibid. 36.
[12]
Ibid. 36.
[13]
Ibid. 40.
[14]
Ibid. 42.
[15]
Ibid. 42.
[16]
Ibid. 42.
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